Issues

"I am the model of perfection and even if I did anything less than perfect I wouldn't let you know."
This has unwittingly been my motto for as long as I can remember... Why did it take 23 years to see it? So I fess up. I have issues. As tempting as it is to list them all, I'll spare anyone who may take the time to read this, but know this: I see how deeply affected I am, and how deeply rooted they are, and how desperatly, and hungrily, and tirelessly I need to seek Jesus. I may not believe the promises of the bible in my heart but I know them to be true in my head. Does that mean that it's time to listen the the head instead of the heart, for a little while? I don't think I've ever tried that before. Maybe I'll try that.... I'll let you know how it goes.